if time can turned back

im sorry , saya tak sepatutnya sakitkan ati awak . saya tak sengaja , i now its hurts , but its long time a go , when i did'nt realize how important you are in my life . i know its all my fault , i lied to you many times ,you did'nt know deep in my heart i wanted everyday with you , any second .you not in my place , and now when i realize it and i want to say sorry and i say sorry for many times you say that words . why should you say that ? how could you say that ? im already finished your birthday card , sorry maybe i can't celebrate our birthday together, i give you card early . HAPPY BIRTHDAY REZA FOR 21th . no time can turned back , it will always go and go ,and its time for me to let you go