its HURTS

today im sick , having gastric . at 8am i call you and tell you bout it , we having same situation . its so funny for the first , at 2 pm , i call you and i can't stand it.

i ask you to company me go to clinic, and we go . after that , i still not very well , and im waiting for you asking me , but no respons . i know you sick too , but i can still take care bout you , worried bout you , call you, giving you medicine, buy you some food event im sick and i can still smile to you . but you ? you scream at me ?

at the night , im still waiting you wake up , i call your housemate when you not pickup and ask about you , and still waiting . at 1 am , you call me , im so happy sayang, and i ask you to go out and eat together , but you don't want , its okay . after 5 minutes you sent a text you want to go out with your friends , ohh its hurts.

im waiting for you for the whole day and you didn't realize it . you dont event know that im worried bout you and miss you , and you just go away with your friends and said 'tak sahur ke ' can't you think it before you said anything.

thanks :)

if time can turned back

im sorry , saya tak sepatutnya sakitkan ati awak . saya tak sengaja , i now its hurts , but its long time a go , when i did'nt realize how important you are in my life . i know its all my fault , i lied to you many times ,you did'nt know deep in my heart i wanted everyday with you , any second .you not in my place , and now when i realize it and i want to say sorry and i say sorry for many times you say that words . why should you say that ? how could you say that ? im already finished your birthday card , sorry maybe i can't celebrate our birthday together, i give you card early . HAPPY BIRTHDAY REZA FOR 21th . no time can turned back , it will always go and go ,and its time for me to let you go

you're still the one

sometimes I do a lot of annoying you, but that does not mean I do not love you. I tried to do a lot to you but perhaps you can not see, but I just do understand that I may know how to love someone, try to think back baby